Time of your life!

time and time again i fell. time and time again i let people down. i let my family and God down so much that most of them have given up all hope on me. i can't really express my sorry-ful being now because nothing i can say will really change anything in my life. it has been more difficult for those around to really tolerate me but all i ask is for my family to pray for me. For God to forgive me and keep me to His side that i may not falter in my life. I am sorry to the faith i have kept for i have many a times attempted to run from Him and hide in the dark hoping that no one can see me. But He can. i ask myself how much have i shown to be the mature person that people see me to be but i guess i really can't. life has been a lie to a lot of people and i guess i really need to start being myself. introverted as i may presume i am, i never really know. no one can help me but my Faith in God and myself. why do i constantly have this short comings. no one really can answer this. i am writing all of this to represent what i feel in a form of words so i plead for no criticism. it is really a difficult peril that i am stuck in. obivious to my mistakes many a times. living a lie that everyone around me likes. maybe i should just take a step back and view the problems i have. my addiction for pornography, drinks, nicotine have all been part and parcel of this depraved mind i have. Has God really handed me over to that area? I have pledged myself time and time again to live the christian walk but end up not being who i ought to be. maybe i aint worth it anymore. i really want to change but with all this said i dun want to be treated differently at all by the people around me. its really somthing difficult to publish my short comings but i believe it is better to come clean and stop all this for the better. It aint really a laughin matter anymore for all of us especially myself. i have shown my skeletons.. my music has also sometimes been a hatred. many times it is really all jus superficial words that dont mean a thing but still add up to a tune. but this song i have written the whole of today brings out the fact that there is a need for us to look and treat life differently now. problems will be prevalent but we must face it head on. smiling makes the best of our days and if i am lying so help me God.

'i lay all this unto you, oh God that i might be a better servent and not remain as a sinner so depraved that death itself seems demeaning of all i have done. I call out to you to irradicate this sins and make my life a whole new one pleasing and holy unto your name in Jesus name i pray, Amen'

I aint ashamed of the faith and i would continue living my life in a different manner but here is the song i wrote for your viewing pleasure it is titled LIFE!

Life is all about them ups and downs
Its road never ever straight
But we still must face it with a smile
It is making me insane

Life aint that pretty like they say in Hollywood!
Nothing much we can do to make it change
But if there is one thing I know we all can do
Put that across your face
And say hey……

Chorus
Stop and smell the roses
You are only 16
Life is only a nightmare when you make it seem
That there is no where else to hide
And nothing seems alright
So lets make the best out of life!

What would you do when a gun is pointed at your head?
Would you turn around and denounce your faith
If there is one thing that you wanted to change
Will it really make you smile once again!

Chorus
Stop and smell the roses
You are only 16
Life is only a nightmare when you make it seem
That there is no where else to hide
And nothing seems alright
So lets make the best out of life!

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hello one and all...jus so you would notice i increased the font for better viewing pleasure. this has been highlighted by many ppl who read this blog who say they can't see a shit. interesting how my prescence is still wanted even after that.

ok today all my colours would be rather gay. but not a suprise to many so yeah.

for a long time i have not blogged cause my life has been a real rollercoaster of tragedies, relieves, fun, and a whole lot more of mixed emotions. i have been tryin my best to get over certain things but its jus so hard to let go of things you truly spent your heart, mind and soul on and when they walk out it really sucks. i am still stuck in animation so much so i don't even know what is happenin to me. well even when things don't go our way at times it is always wise to try starting afresh. i wrote a song for a close person and the lyrics will be flashed at the bottom. yes it is emo so piss off if u cant stand it. i decided to put all i wanted to say to you within the song and maybe one day it will all be better again.

this entry is not going to be too lame because i am quite tired. haven been sleeping with the world cup and things running through my head at top sleep. life is going to fast and maybe i should do as Alicia says. "stop and smell the roses. you are onli 16 la chicken backside!" and yes i will try my hardest but maybe not the backside part. yeah. its really a wonder that God put friends on the earth to support us and everythin and i am truly appreciative of y'all and in my way i will take time to say thanks.

have fun peeps! this is the song i wrote and you can alwaes call me if u wanna hear it but i still have yet to present it to you...

title: I'm sorry (please forgive me)

What did you say,
Could you explain it
Or Can’t you just show me the way

I know I’m wrong
So please forgive me
Instead of just walking away

Drunk in my sorrows,
And lost in the way

Why must it hurt
Like a spear through my heart
Can’t you just give me a chance

If words and letters don’t mean a thing
Consider this song as my plea
I’m Sorry

I chose to escape
Away from the truth
Subliminal to all my mistakes

Down and depressed
I took you for granted
The darkness became my best friend

Drunk in my sorrow
And lost in the way

Why must it hurt
Like a spear through my heart
Can’t you just give me a chance

If words and letters don’t mean a thing
Consider this song as my plea
I’m Sorry

I am sincere about changing with time
I know you will give me that chance
Old habits die hard
But nothings impossible to change

Why must it hurt
Like a spear through my heart
Can’t you just give me a chance

If words and letters don’t mean a thing
Consider this song as my plea
I’m Sorry

Time?

time? what is time? time is the damn thing you read of the ugly thing on your hand known as a watch if it aint a green day one!!(ref to earlier post..)

welcome back to another lame edition of..erm.. lets call this.. the-thing you-read-when-you-are-bored (TTYRWYAB) blog lol...ok in this issue we will discover how the phrase 'life is full of shit' actually came to mean that life sucked..

it all began one eventful summer day in the complicated yet unknown place known as HUman BOdy. on this very day, everyone living in this town were competing to see who will get to rule the place and so the EYE said, " I should rule this place because without me you cannot seeeee!!!"

"without me and my brother you cannot feel..."said the hands and legs.

"without me you cannot hear..." said the ear.

so the "without me..." war went on and unfortunately eminem wasn't there..lol..so finally someone unexpected showed up and debated for the ruling.. He was non other than ANUS!!!

"without me you shall feel pain!!" exclaimed anus but no one listened so Anus decided to constrict himself and this is known more commonly as constpation. the others didn't believe and so they laughed,"haha. what can a little shit hole like you do?!. haha!"

for the next 7 seven days, the parts in HUman BOdy started to wear down. they could not function with Anus constricting himself and decided to call him their ruler.

what is the moral then my friends?

Life is sooo full of shit that sometimes we can jus wear away. storing soooo much shit in us doesnt help it only makes the little shits holes around us happier so all we jus need to do is...take some laxative, visit the toilet and you would have a jolly good time....cheers mate!!!

"Life isn't like a box of chocolates.... It's more like a jar of jalapenos. What you do today might burn your ass tomorrow."

yup..thats my liturgy of life...well today i will attempt to write a lon g entry but bear with me because i am really tired and lazy...what a combi eh... note: sorry if the entry is gonna get boring.

study has been top priority for the past few weeks and its really getting to me...like a north pole to the south..ok...well..i've been really tired and all the lame shit the last few days were jus excuses to get myself entertained..many times for us it has jus gone on to be a monotonous journey like a broken tape recorder and it sucks!

rte now all my energy has been spent on such an area that i am turning more lame...literally and psychologically...and now it doesn't help with all the stupid hype abt the GE now...big deal man...literally...give us more money!!!

ok...i am gonna attempt to crap... for the next few lines i hope...

well...

talk is cheap man because it cost me like 5 cents per message but we shouldnt go around jus tokin because it may jus result in a hell lot of payment when we actually look back when we cursed at the Gov or somethin...why do ppl these days get sooo affected by words..yes i have been guilty of that but not to the point that we can't forgive and forget...sometimes i forgive but i would nv forget cause ppl jus dun deserve it..the whole act abt the wordplay is a cool issue that many ppl jus dun get...the easiest words may be sharper den any two edged sword but the man who doesn get that is jus tracing paper...

yes today its all abt the dry humour so feel free to not luff because like i said...its all abt the wordplay!!!

Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you have written the names of all the 20 people. Okay tag at least five people. Ready? Start!
1. Pei Ying
2. gwen
3. Prunella
4. Edwina
5. Sabrina
6. Saiful
7. Zaki
8. Pei Jun (peiying’s sister)
9. David
10. Hafiz
11. Ian
12. Irwin
13. Eugene tan
14. Chong Zheng (peiying’s brother)
15. Kristle
16. Daniel Lee
17. Gorden
18. Cephas
19. Alicia
20. Victoria

Okay, now the questions...
1. How did you meet 14?
I haven’t…

2. What would you do if you had never met 1?
I’ll jus die…

3. What would you do if 20 & 9 dated?
God knows…

4. Did you ever like 19?
No!!

5. Would 6 & 17 make a good couple?
Unless its brokeback…

6. Describe 3.
Very cool and supportive of me…jus Da best

7. Do you think 8's attractive?
yup…hot! Lol sister better!!

8. Tell me something about 7.
He is bloody philosophical but cool… loves June!

9. Do you know any of 12's family?
I am part of it d’uh

10. What's 15's favourite?
Me! Lol…nah…I aint sure.. her hollaback crew

11. What would you do if 18 just confessed that he/she likes you?
Laugh my ass off!

12. What language does 15 speaks?
Onli English!

13. who is going out with 9?
I dunno but I pray it’s a girl!

14. How old is 16 now?
21

15. When is the last time you talked to 13?
last friday

16. What is 2's favourite singer/band?
Good Charlotte

17. Would you ever date 4?
My gawd! I would jus get smacked but maybe I’ll date her

18. Would you ever date 6?
Anytime Babaay!! woah

19. Is 12 single?
I dunno he might be attached

20. What is 18's last name?
Ong

21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 5?
No I guess but friendship…sorry sab!! lol

22. What school does 7 goes to?
Bowen la!!

23. Where does 3 live?
Sengkang

24. What's your favourite thing about 4?
She simply adores my jokes

25. Have you seen 1 naked?
No! (maybe)lol

Rise and awaken!!!

hey peeps...third consecutive day of updating and you are still ingrates...lol
anyway, today is very special becos, it is....NOT YESTERDAY OR TML!!! woah.....

...ok...

i wonder whether i would win the prize for 'worst blogger of the year' or 'most voted to get kicked out of the bloggin world' hahha who cares you ingrates still read this shit...

well for the record i didnt mean to contrdict myself yesterday... i do freakin miss her!! aww...but...ha she misses me to so its even...hahah

i recently developed a problem..a real serious problem...(not an std u sick shit!) but worse...hahah....i bleed...from my.....NOSE!!! lol...and its not cause i look at girls often or watch porn...d'uh...but its cause....i think abt her...can u belief that...

girls...next time u wanna see if your guy is thinkin abt you, watch the blood..lol..or maybe he might be thinkin bout your mother instead..lol...ha perv...

i also find this blog gettin rather rhetorical with the issues and questions as such i have determined that from today onwrds i will attept to get even worse...hahah....aint that a sweat breaker...

or big issue for today...GE!! General Elections...dun wanna say too much...later kena public apology than all of y'all will know who the man behind this stupid blog is...but its been interestin seeing rallies and stuff goin on...ppl are gettin so desperate to win that they send trucks to travel around the whole singapore....lol..and you call me lame..lol...anyway its been a big thing ever since merdaka but you noe wat...i cant be bothered because of the structural system of the diplomacy which tends to be a waste of time because we nv will noe what the whole damn thing is abt...so give it a rest...want our vote....GIVE US MORE MONEY!!!! lol...hahaha

life is full of joy and shit but...w/o humour we will die...so ingrates jus continue readin i hope that you will gain enlightenment one day to understand that everytime you read this blog you jus wasted a few minutes of your unproductive life to turn stupider...lol...ahahha

PEACE OUT!!!

Its all you!

hey faithful ingrates of this blog...woah!!
>its that time of the month again...I DUN HAVE PERIODS!!...but ya..lol....

ok wat did i mean by tt is: in a given month i would be so boody boreded tt i would blog..lol...ha...

well all my entries has been abt life and shit tt happens in it but today it would be different....it would be abt the shit that happens in life...yep you heard me....ingrate...lol..hahahaha!!

this is abt the closest you can get to really meetin me but ya..lol.hahaha

as you may already noe i can tend to get quite dry with humour so much so that i have to drink water and it doesn really help with all the drinking....yep...ttz me

ok so lately the weather has been gettin on my nerves man its like raining than sunny again...cant it jusbe more organized or sumthin...send everyone a copy of its bloody schedule...tt would safe the money being paid for the fat dude on tv tellin us all the fake weather...SOB....

i am also greatly troubled cause i am longing for....ha for you to read this crap and den get troubled too....my sentiments to you sucka!!! muahahahah......

i dun even noe why ppl read this shit..lol...anyway i miss someone real bad man...its like hurtin..you noe pain....yeah the thing you feel when someone shoves somethin up yr ass...yup pain....i kinda miss her man...cant belief i am writing this...i am turnin emo! no!!!lol

not worth it man....i am goin strong with the dark side...hahah

i really feel like killin someone but i jus dunno who...maybe it shld be you....lock yr windows cause i noe what you did last summer...lol...hahaha sorry.....hahaha...ok...maybe i shld jus stop....

see you soon my ingrates....soon you will upgrade to be my minions hahah...this is brainwashin aint it...lol..ahahaha.....

ok good bye!!!!!!!!

aint it sad?

hey...my name is isaac but that aint really important... today i have a sad announcement to make...and indeed its sad... so sad...so much that it has sad written all over it...yup...if you haven by now gotten the idea....thats sad...cause how can you not get that all i am saying is sad....

OK!!!!!!!!

enough of that crap...lol....hahaha...pissed you off real well (eddy is probably gonna smack me anyhow...)

today its all abt the wordplay my friends.. life has always been bout the words and all the stupid things we say... we hurt others and get hurt only to utter these few words, "i'm sorry"

as the song goes "sorry seems to be the hardest word"

it should be tt way man... we can't just expect forgiveness......now that the exams are near, i hope i would not be stuck in the position of saying i am sorry.... life for me has hit rough patches and i bet for everyone else out there to.... our relationships with friends and family....God....

Give me novocaine man........let me sleep and escape things through cos my friends, reality is so real it aint really tv no more...if you get wat i mean... survival of the fittest, nah! survival and ttz it....everything is abt survival man....keepin the scraps you have and smirking at the poorer folks....ha...evil i noe...so yeah...lifes not fair.... i aint tokin bout the notes in the wallet but really life man...we cant just say life will pass day by day....one day life aint gonna be there no more...than....all the best to wherever you're goin....think abt your life....have you accomplished what you wanted before you die the horrible death predestined on you....May God have mercy on your soul!

Pride of our School....

(disclaimer: this post is mainly for the debate family...will post up soon..lol...)

a very good evening my fellow debators. i am wrote this right after i came home. this is more or less a letter of gratification for each and every one of you. But please allow me to first give an overall thank you speech.

I am firstly really grateful to our teachers for allowing us to participate in the julia gabriels. I have certainly learnt a lot from this experience. I have taken back so much knowledge about debate that i probably would have never heard off if i had turned the offer down. I am also deeply grateful to the team members and coaches who have come along side us and guided and nurtured us all the way. this is specially for the debators who they themselves have proven to be very powerful speakers and definetly we have made a name for ourselves here in the debating world.

i will now move on to individual thanks because each and every one of you is different. let me start with the youngest.

Amanda. You have proven yourself time and time again through this whole course of the debate. you eloquence has certainly swept a few of us off our feets from time to time. I appreciate your willingness that you have given in participating. I will be frank and not acknowledge that your becoming is due to me however it was due to yourself. i am glad to see that you have matured a lot through this course when yr brains are really exercised. I believe that with the many future debates, you will be nurtured and have what it takes to be a best speaker through and through. I am definetly proud to have worked with you and I would love to see more of your debates soon.

Eugin Wee. You have always brought a bright cheery side to the team. I want to congragulate you on your win of 3 best speaker positions in the debates you have come out of. I have to admit to achieve such a feat is really amazing especially since none of your seniors won any. You are a very good substantive and reply speaker and continue doing what you are good at. Let this experience help you grow in confidence and ability to convey your points clearer and improve yr oratorical skills. I have seen you debate since SRJC and have seen how far you have progressed from there. From being a nervous word swallower to a confident public speaker has shown that you do have what it takes to be a good debator.

Jonathan. You have been a fellow third speaker of mine and at many time we are loggerheads however you have never seem to amaze me everytime you take the floor. I understand that many a time nerves get the better of us but i am really proud that you have improved. you and eugin have been the real debate juniors of mine ever since SRJC but i have seen you really grow. I have appreciated the times that you have really shown an interest in debates. You have taught me patience because i learn that people are different and we can't just expect people to be what we want them to be. I agree many time i have higher hopes for you because i know one day you can and will be the best you are. Disregard peoples comments cause sticks and stones can break our bones but words would never do so. Let not your dignity be lowered lest your weaknesses be exposed.

SuXin. I had a great time working with this fellow friend and debator of mine. We have been dreaming of this moment forever and finally it has come. Indeed we have learnt each others strength and weaknesses but nonetheless we make a good team. We do have disagreements at times but the process still runs smoothly. You have been a source of inspiration in your field od substantive and i have aspired to be as good as you however i soon acknowledge that we are actualy fighting a different battle. Our battle field is not on the same level. I have seen how you have promoted in your levels ever since sec 1 and am really happy for you. We have one more battle and thats the O's so ya work for it and don't back down.

Alvin. I am really happy to have met you and finally get a bloody coach la. You have really shown me and impressed me with your thinking prowess and lame ability and i guess i am really proud to say that a friend like you will last. You have inspired me to take debating to another level and really look at things in a different light. I will be looking forward to meet you again after army.

Aquila. Thanks for the week of help when we were missing the element of a coach. I thank you for your help given and acknowledge your presense with us. Thank you.

to wrap up...

Life is never a bed of roses. I hope that we have learnt a lot through this experience and that we will never give up this love for deabting. We came back with all the bondings and finally end up as a family. I thank everyone again who has supported us. rember this. What does not kill you, only strengthens you..... Bowen Debate is here to stay...!!

Busy with life!

Right... i aapologize to the many who have been checking up on my blog and not getting to read any post...rte now feeling down and stressed...O's this years...Dad Screaming at me as i type this down...damn sian....can't be bothered anymore....i also feel the hurt for a friend...i understand what you are going through and i bet everyone around you will be with you everystep...do not fear yr subjects but let them fear you...gotta go...bye

first installment of a trilogy...

ok i am attemping to awe the readers of this lame blog with a photo journal of a few events so u wont bug me to keep updating...this shld keep u busy for a while.....
the first one is abt CNY 2006! yup....money money money.....
ok rte anyway this chinese new year has been a productive one...i have reaped quite a lot that will go into the use of chrsitmas gifts and valentines and birthdays....lol.....ok we had the usual gathering a week late cause my brother was admitted into the hospital but he is ok now......i took a few pictures of food in particular....c'mon u look at me u sure noe food is my forte la...lol......ok so here are the pictures....

ok...this is the traditional lo hei...its a lot cos my family quite big la...lol..

this is my portion....of course it was onli the beginning to greater things

this is good stuff man....its taupok with lots of feeling topped with sweet sauce i must have had ten over....lol...no la...maybe 50...oops..

this is damn good cheese cake made by my cousin...the layer of cheese is damn nice la.....must try...lol

ok...this is the last picture...there was much more food but i dun want all yr key boards to short circuit when u salivate.....this picture got meaning noe....it shows u after eating, u still wont get enlightened and the point of you being what u eat has already been established as rubbish!...cause i look nothin like a lo hei...ok...tt was lame...but tt is wat this blog is all abt...enjoy the next two installments....see u guys soon....

second installment...

the second installment today is abt the show i not stupid too...its a damn good show....funny and touching....i enjoyed the brilliance of jack neo who was able to put two of such emotions together making u cry and laugh at the smae time....its a good show parents to come and learn to understand their children....we cna see from the examples in the show how ignorance can cause a child to go astray.....sad thing but true....many kids out dere lack that love that all of us need....we are also human beings and not jus accidents that occured due to carelessness on the part of the parents.....indeed our lives need care and love....i encourage those who read this to reflect upon it as valentines day approaches....maybe u can help encourage yr frenz and keep the fire within them burning......anyway.....this is a good show to watch and i urge everyone who hasnt watched it to go spend the money to watch....don be lame!...lol....i would end this with a quote that a young boy said to his fater regarding why he stole...."i took $500 to buy one hour of your time to come see my performance..." must we go to that extent for u than to wake up and understand us.....

third installment......

ok...so this is the third entry of my photo-blog....i hope the pictures much earlier were clear.....this entry is the neighbourhood ginna！ok rte now i have been trying to keep fit by running and what a better way to do it with a bunch of friends who like me also dun ha much to do.....so we decided to go runnin....aint that cool...anyway here are some of the neighbourhood ginnas!

this is me and sab,

this is our two advert promoters, cai ling and afifah

this is the bei-hoon-kia of poh huat....mr Britney!

ms soh wei lun and the kelong girl who got us messed up...LIMIN!!!

this is abt all the neighbourhood ginnas now....but the base of this club is growin.....so those in school who wanna join us jus tell us and we will arrange somethin with you....hope u enjoyed the trilogy...

ok....lately....its been abt a week since i blogged...yup..ttz my watch(thanx ed) anyway i have been busy bloggin on another blog...not mine but my frenz...so yeah.....

i have been chillin for quite awhile this week...slackin cause the new year is comin...that jus brings abt the sound of money (ka-ching!) anyway...i hope that this year the stcks will increase man...valentines is also on the way....i a crackin my brains out to get her a gift....hope she doesnt read this...so to play on the safe side i aint gonna write down my options....lol....recently stumbled upon the john mayer trio album! yep u heard me....lol....many of my frenz dun think he is any good but wth...lol...if u can play like him...woah! i love the rendition on I Got A Woman by stevie wonder....its actually the song kanye west used for the backing track of goldigger!!!thats another good song but the original still rocks my socks off.....yeah....i rate this CD 4/5 stars...lol....yup you heard....get it now!!.....

well thats all for today...rather short post but yeah read it! thank you and good night

Boring post for today

so hi again....really rare that u get me blogging on subsequent days unless i would eventually make money out of it...so ya....its been long since i ever toked abt anythin sensible...actualy almost nv...but wth why break tradition...lol....i am not gonna blog bout days cause i think its stupid to live each day like its gonna end......jus totally dumb...... anyway this mindless crap was brought to you by moi....lol.....so ya.....peace!!

Back to rattle....

hey, back to rattle my mouth off......last entry was 7 dec....cool eh....lol...ok so this is the first for the year lets try makin it sensible....
ok first up, the podcast thing....lol....i have been unsuccessful in doing a podcast (i bet sabrina is jumpin for joy, but wth!) so sad eh?....lol....i cant find the equipment....sad case....anyway will keep trying
So lets see all i have been doing lately is really going to school and back...attempting to study but failing....slacka!! anyway school has been the same.....now sec 4 already!!!! O's are here this year.....just another stupid examination to pollute our young fragile minds with studyin....so ya must study.....why does the world have to rely so much on pieces of paper that i can photostact with the aunty at the bookshop for a mere 5c.....crazy rush for all this.......anyway another thing lately is my poor bass......my darling bass has not been polished and cleaned since my last performance.....trying to get performance pictures up but cant find any (RANDY!!)....thanx li lin for the encouragin tags its really cool u like the song.....its good! tryin to find new podcast to put up online......Mark Hoppus seems to be really busy........the whole itunes database is failing me.....stupid......anyway regardless apple is still the best.....really contridicting for me rte now cause i am using a windows xp server.....no money than give more to bill gates la.....nvm....lol..... school still gives me the creeps....not used to it at all.....gettin someone like me out of bed in the early mornings can be a hassle.....i have to like place toothpicks between my eyes to get them open....lol......i bet many ppl out dere would jus be waiting for me to extend the invitation for them to slap me awake....eddy i bet u are topping that list....but anyway....not so soon....i can still make it.....recently i found another likin in getting boreded...really....thats like the best thing that can happen to me....to get boreded.....realieves the stress out of me.....its not like i can do anything productive with the lame brain of mine....lol.....yeah and i have become less lame....now can walk more....oops....lol.....ha smack me!!! lol.....anyway before i continue with more senseless rattlin, lets save this for another time.....causes the suspense for those who wanna murder me for not updatin....anyway ciao my readers.....if i have any

My new stuff!!! oooo this is sweet!!

rite!! hi my name is.....
this is a phrase i have been hearing ever since the inventions of podcast...i love podcast....lol...anyway yeah...recently i stumbled upon a damn funny one....as you may know i have been listn to mark's podcast which gives me good music but i stumbled upon mr brown's podcast.....this is one sweeet podcast man...lol...the one that is realli good is featured on the 10 Oct 05 called ..... ZHNG MY KAR!!! woah...
it is a parody to the mtv show pimp my ride....lol...guys who wanna go get the podcast can go to mr brown's webbie at www.mrbrown.com ok....nuff said....
moving on to todays title....i got myself a new guit....a bass guit that is....a nice EPIPHONE EBO...it has a single humbuckler pick-up...the body is in the shape of a gibson sg no idea check out school of rock....the movie...yeah the guit jack black held.....i will post some pics up at the end of this entry so yeah.....anyway ha....it is sweet man...it cost me $399..the guit has two knobs tone and vol...not musch to play arnd...the pick-up is a passive one but when played sounds as good as a active one so yeah....good...lol....anyway the guit has a nice blues/jazz tone to it...warm....and totally sweet...lol....so yeah if u are getting a bass guit below 500 get that...lol...good sound it is wat i can ask for as of now...so yeah....anyway thats abt all i bought...yeah i wrote a song...lol..a nice one i guess..after all i wrote is...(i know i am thickskin) lol...i am soooo sure ed wants to smack me now....anyway...ha..ttz abt alli have to say.....so yeah...gd night!

MR INDIA IS SO BACK!!!!!

hey...
i know queer title man...but allmy friends used 'back from india' or something to that extend so yeah i tot i would try to be unique....
anyway let me try recall and tell you the diff stuff we did everyday....
we checked in at abt 1am so shit me if i weren't tired anyway so much for the first day....WRONG!!!!! i bunked with Brit and Chad(junjie). After we entered our room a frantic ms edwina came over to let us know that by some ruling before we enter we should knock twice.......that freaking scared the shit out of chad......so yeah......he tolong-ed the whole freaking room and that kind of got us really happy.......lol....we had good sleep that night......
2nd day: we visited a school in the morning and realised these indian students sebeh siao on!! (take ref. from the coxford dictionary to get the meanings). unlike us they realli respond in class la......the class room like zoo man....anyway...lol.....we than visited the IIT (Indian Institue of Technology) it is some big U there so ya.....they made their own apparatus and stuff and recycled their materials that super made us interested......than we slept but b4 that the guys in my room had a dare session.....we decided to sleep topless w/o our blankets with the aircon blasting at 15 degrees on the top speed.....so freakin freezed our balls off....but after brit jus died......lol......he then achieved a new nick frm us....BHK (bei hoon kia)....loosely translated means marijuana boy....directly translated: white powder boy.......our translation : just plain boy that is white as powder......
3rd day: we went to more schools....we realised that schools there had damn cheem names....the one we visited was known as ALPHA MENTRICLE.....wth was mentricle?! who cared? anyway we than adjourned to the hey math office for lunch and play games.....than they planned a trip to a cultural place for some math cultural experience where ppl danced to math....so yeah.....following that we went shopping for like an hour only.... den went back for debrief before we partied......
4th day: we went to visit a seashore temple that has been preserved...got beautiful shots of it....tryin my best to place up an online picture blog..... so we jus visited laces and had wonderful lunch.....after we went for shopping....at night....we went to watch harry potter at a local cinema....the ppl there made hell lot of noise cause it was culture so we did the same...lol......came back at one plus and partied again but this time kena scolded....after...we slept for like a few hrs than got up again to visit more schools....
5th day we went to one more school to see them and ask the same qns as we did always..... than erm... i forgot...lol...so yeah....oh we went shoppin again i think and partied more cos it was our last night....
6th day we went sight seeing and shopping at a flea market and the rest was history....we came back...so ya that was wat we did....lol.....

Blogging beside edwina get dysfunctional....

So yeah i noe i aint like blogging lately so like forgive me....while nothin much changed jus tt now i am bloggin in skool beside edwina who is blogging to....yeah she and her party wishes which jus reach to the point that she hates kids and yeah....
edwina says hi to all u guys and asked youto visit her blog www.eddygalgal.blogdrive.com ok and yeah sabrina jus burped beside edwina face.....
sabrina is like a girl who likes to buy cd's and burp a hell lot which jus pollutes the air and she a wicked luffter so yeah......so if you guyswanna noe her go to www.zits-suck.blogdrive.com ...ok....
lets see the fourth podcast is out now and as usual mark is jus gettin queerer man....lol...but check it out frm either www.himynameismark.com or fromitunes for all you apple users....ok...
great news blink 182 greatest hits is out and there are two versions a cd onli and cd+dvd version the songs like rock and i would give it 10/10 stars.....another piece of great news is the hard rock live albumof sp tt i have been promotin on my blog the last few months....yeah that is like 100/10 stars cause there is a dvd of the concert....lol....so yeah go get them now......
ok so this is how it goes...ed says tt SAB LOVES PINK so for those of you gettin sab a prezzie onthe thirteen on nov get somethin PINK!!!!!lol yeah....
ok so wat else can i say...ed's like singing again lol...so hahhaha...yeah...lol...jus wait til she reads this and i would like so totally die...lol.....so ppl listen up please like remember to tag and like spam their blogs that i jus gave you and ya make fun of them.....lol...chill

la famalia

hey... something recently struck me as a was tokin to a fren...not literally struck me or i wouldnt be here rte....ok..lame...i get it...anyway...it had to do with family...i haf always been a rebel w/o a cause in my family...nv doin wat i was told once i started to grow up...i felt tt i was nv given priority in the family...nv being able to make decisions...always havin to clean up after my brothers...i had felt pissed many times at everyone...i was jus a kid filled with angst and plz don ever associate me wif avril lavigne....yuck...anyway...like i said...i am always looked upon as an outkast..i was part of the family yet not part of it...yes very complicated but it is the truth...i realli do not noe how i can actually cope....my music influences are always being sarcatically disapproved of......sometimes i jus wanna crack.....i nv could understand why i was not given much attention...i nv said anything.....
soon enuff....my parents started askin stuff like if i had a gf...and it jus appeared weird....literally felt like interrogation....why after so many years???? why now???
doesnt even make a difference.....i still haven resolved within myself whther i can tell them anythin...ppl tell me i shld cos they are my parents..but....i dunno....it is all a psychological cloud dat is blockin my view....i do not noe wat to do.....i love them...i realli do...but i guess i realli dunno how to approach them...hope they might understand one day.....