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hello one and all...jus so you would notice i increased the font for better viewing pleasure. this has been highlighted by many ppl who read this blog who say they can't see a shit. interesting how my prescence is still wanted even after that.

ok today all my colours would be rather gay. but not a suprise to many so yeah.

for a long time i have not blogged cause my life has been a real rollercoaster of tragedies, relieves, fun, and a whole lot more of mixed emotions. i have been tryin my best to get over certain things but its jus so hard to let go of things you truly spent your heart, mind and soul on and when they walk out it really sucks. i am still stuck in animation so much so i don't even know what is happenin to me. well even when things don't go our way at times it is always wise to try starting afresh. i wrote a song for a close person and the lyrics will be flashed at the bottom. yes it is emo so piss off if u cant stand it. i decided to put all i wanted to say to you within the song and maybe one day it will all be better again.

this entry is not going to be too lame because i am quite tired. haven been sleeping with the world cup and things running through my head at top sleep. life is going to fast and maybe i should do as Alicia says. "stop and smell the roses. you are onli 16 la chicken backside!" and yes i will try my hardest but maybe not the backside part. yeah. its really a wonder that God put friends on the earth to support us and everythin and i am truly appreciative of y'all and in my way i will take time to say thanks.

have fun peeps! this is the song i wrote and you can alwaes call me if u wanna hear it but i still have yet to present it to you...

title: I'm sorry (please forgive me)

What did you say,
Could you explain it
Or Can’t you just show me the way

I know I’m wrong
So please forgive me
Instead of just walking away

Drunk in my sorrows,
And lost in the way

Why must it hurt
Like a spear through my heart
Can’t you just give me a chance

If words and letters don’t mean a thing
Consider this song as my plea
I’m Sorry

I chose to escape
Away from the truth
Subliminal to all my mistakes

Down and depressed
I took you for granted
The darkness became my best friend

Drunk in my sorrow
And lost in the way

Why must it hurt
Like a spear through my heart
Can’t you just give me a chance

If words and letters don’t mean a thing
Consider this song as my plea
I’m Sorry

I am sincere about changing with time
I know you will give me that chance
Old habits die hard
But nothings impossible to change

Why must it hurt
Like a spear through my heart
Can’t you just give me a chance

If words and letters don’t mean a thing
Consider this song as my plea
I’m Sorry