hey... something recently struck me as a was tokin to a fren...not literally struck me or i wouldnt be here rte....ok..lame...i get it...anyway...it had to do with family...i haf always been a rebel w/o a cause in my family...nv doin wat i was told once i started to grow up...i felt tt i was nv given priority in the family...nv being able to make decisions...always havin to clean up after my brothers...i had felt pissed many times at everyone...i was jus a kid filled with angst and plz don ever associate me wif avril lavigne....yuck...anyway...like i said...i am always looked upon as an outkast..i was part of the family yet not part of it...yes very complicated but it is the truth...i realli do not noe how i can actually cope....my music influences are always being sarcatically disapproved of......sometimes i jus wanna crack.....i nv could understand why i was not given much attention...i nv said anything.....
soon enuff....my parents started askin stuff like if i had a gf...and it jus appeared weird....literally felt like interrogation....why after so many years???? why now???
doesnt even make a difference.....i still haven resolved within myself whther i can tell them anythin...ppl tell me i shld cos they are my parents..but....i dunno....it is all a psychological cloud dat is blockin my view....i do not noe wat to do.....i love them...i realli do...but i guess i realli dunno how to approach them...hope they might understand one day.....
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