ok....lately....its been abt a week since i blogged...yup..ttz my watch(thanx ed) anyway i have been busy bloggin on another blog...not mine but my frenz...so yeah.....

i have been chillin for quite awhile this week...slackin cause the new year is comin...that jus brings abt the sound of money (ka-ching!) anyway...i hope that this year the stcks will increase man...valentines is also on the way....i a crackin my brains out to get her a gift....hope she doesnt read this...so to play on the safe side i aint gonna write down my options....lol....recently stumbled upon the john mayer trio album! yep u heard me....lol....many of my frenz dun think he is any good but wth...lol...if u can play like him...woah! i love the rendition on I Got A Woman by stevie wonder....its actually the song kanye west used for the backing track of goldigger!!!thats another good song but the original still rocks my socks off.....yeah....i rate this CD 4/5 stars...lol....yup you heard....get it now!!.....

well thats all for today...rather short post but yeah read it! thank you and good night

Boring post for today

so hi again....really rare that u get me blogging on subsequent days unless i would eventually make money out of it...so ya....its been long since i ever toked abt anythin sensible...actualy almost nv...but wth why break tradition...lol....i am not gonna blog bout days cause i think its stupid to live each day like its gonna end......jus totally dumb...... anyway this mindless crap was brought to you by moi....lol.....so ya.....peace!!

Back to rattle....

hey, back to rattle my mouth off......last entry was 7 dec....cool eh....lol...ok so this is the first for the year lets try makin it sensible....
ok first up, the podcast thing....lol....i have been unsuccessful in doing a podcast (i bet sabrina is jumpin for joy, but wth!) so sad eh?....lol....i cant find the equipment....sad case....anyway will keep trying
So lets see all i have been doing lately is really going to school and back...attempting to study but failing....slacka!! anyway school has been the same.....now sec 4 already!!!! O's are here this year.....just another stupid examination to pollute our young fragile minds with studyin....so ya must study.....why does the world have to rely so much on pieces of paper that i can photostact with the aunty at the bookshop for a mere 5c.....crazy rush for all this.......anyway another thing lately is my poor bass......my darling bass has not been polished and cleaned since my last performance.....trying to get performance pictures up but cant find any (RANDY!!)....thanx li lin for the encouragin tags its really cool u like the song.....its good! tryin to find new podcast to put up online......Mark Hoppus seems to be really busy........the whole itunes database is failing me.....stupid......anyway regardless apple is still the best.....really contridicting for me rte now cause i am using a windows xp server.....no money than give more to bill gates la.....nvm....lol..... school still gives me the creeps....not used to it at all.....gettin someone like me out of bed in the early mornings can be a hassle.....i have to like place toothpicks between my eyes to get them open....lol......i bet many ppl out dere would jus be waiting for me to extend the invitation for them to slap me awake....eddy i bet u are topping that list....but anyway....not so soon....i can still make it.....recently i found another likin in getting boreded...really....thats like the best thing that can happen to me....to get boreded.....realieves the stress out of me.....its not like i can do anything productive with the lame brain of mine....lol.....yeah and i have become less lame....now can walk more....oops....lol.....ha smack me!!! lol.....anyway before i continue with more senseless rattlin, lets save this for another time.....causes the suspense for those who wanna murder me for not updatin....anyway ciao my readers.....if i have any

My new stuff!!! oooo this is sweet!!

rite!! hi my name is.....
this is a phrase i have been hearing ever since the inventions of podcast...i love podcast....lol...anyway yeah...recently i stumbled upon a damn funny one....as you may know i have been listn to mark's podcast which gives me good music but i stumbled upon mr brown's podcast.....this is one sweeet podcast man...lol...the one that is realli good is featured on the 10 Oct 05 called ..... ZHNG MY KAR!!! woah...
it is a parody to the mtv show pimp my ride....lol...guys who wanna go get the podcast can go to mr brown's webbie at www.mrbrown.com ok....nuff said....
moving on to todays title....i got myself a new guit....a bass guit that is....a nice EPIPHONE EBO...it has a single humbuckler pick-up...the body is in the shape of a gibson sg no idea check out school of rock....the movie...yeah the guit jack black held.....i will post some pics up at the end of this entry so yeah.....anyway ha....it is sweet man...it cost me $399..the guit has two knobs tone and vol...not musch to play arnd...the pick-up is a passive one but when played sounds as good as a active one so yeah....good...lol....anyway the guit has a nice blues/jazz tone to it...warm....and totally sweet...lol....so yeah if u are getting a bass guit below 500 get that...lol...good sound it is wat i can ask for as of now...so yeah....anyway thats abt all i bought...yeah i wrote a song...lol..a nice one i guess..after all i wrote is...(i know i am thickskin) lol...i am soooo sure ed wants to smack me now....anyway...ha..ttz abt alli have to say.....so yeah...gd night!

MR INDIA IS SO BACK!!!!!

hey...
i know queer title man...but allmy friends used 'back from india' or something to that extend so yeah i tot i would try to be unique....
anyway let me try recall and tell you the diff stuff we did everyday....
we checked in at abt 1am so shit me if i weren't tired anyway so much for the first day....WRONG!!!!! i bunked with Brit and Chad(junjie). After we entered our room a frantic ms edwina came over to let us know that by some ruling before we enter we should knock twice.......that freaking scared the shit out of chad......so yeah......he tolong-ed the whole freaking room and that kind of got us really happy.......lol....we had good sleep that night......
2nd day: we visited a school in the morning and realised these indian students sebeh siao on!! (take ref. from the coxford dictionary to get the meanings). unlike us they realli respond in class la......the class room like zoo man....anyway...lol.....we than visited the IIT (Indian Institue of Technology) it is some big U there so ya.....they made their own apparatus and stuff and recycled their materials that super made us interested......than we slept but b4 that the guys in my room had a dare session.....we decided to sleep topless w/o our blankets with the aircon blasting at 15 degrees on the top speed.....so freakin freezed our balls off....but after brit jus died......lol......he then achieved a new nick frm us....BHK (bei hoon kia)....loosely translated means marijuana boy....directly translated: white powder boy.......our translation : just plain boy that is white as powder......
3rd day: we went to more schools....we realised that schools there had damn cheem names....the one we visited was known as ALPHA MENTRICLE.....wth was mentricle?! who cared? anyway we than adjourned to the hey math office for lunch and play games.....than they planned a trip to a cultural place for some math cultural experience where ppl danced to math....so yeah.....following that we went shopping for like an hour only.... den went back for debrief before we partied......
4th day: we went to visit a seashore temple that has been preserved...got beautiful shots of it....tryin my best to place up an online picture blog..... so we jus visited laces and had wonderful lunch.....after we went for shopping....at night....we went to watch harry potter at a local cinema....the ppl there made hell lot of noise cause it was culture so we did the same...lol......came back at one plus and partied again but this time kena scolded....after...we slept for like a few hrs than got up again to visit more schools....
5th day we went to one more school to see them and ask the same qns as we did always..... than erm... i forgot...lol...so yeah....oh we went shoppin again i think and partied more cos it was our last night....
6th day we went sight seeing and shopping at a flea market and the rest was history....we came back...so ya that was wat we did....lol.....

Blogging beside edwina get dysfunctional....

So yeah i noe i aint like blogging lately so like forgive me....while nothin much changed jus tt now i am bloggin in skool beside edwina who is blogging to....yeah she and her party wishes which jus reach to the point that she hates kids and yeah....
edwina says hi to all u guys and asked youto visit her blog www.eddygalgal.blogdrive.com ok and yeah sabrina jus burped beside edwina face.....
sabrina is like a girl who likes to buy cd's and burp a hell lot which jus pollutes the air and she a wicked luffter so yeah......so if you guyswanna noe her go to www.zits-suck.blogdrive.com ...ok....
lets see the fourth podcast is out now and as usual mark is jus gettin queerer man....lol...but check it out frm either www.himynameismark.com or fromitunes for all you apple users....ok...
great news blink 182 greatest hits is out and there are two versions a cd onli and cd+dvd version the songs like rock and i would give it 10/10 stars.....another piece of great news is the hard rock live albumof sp tt i have been promotin on my blog the last few months....yeah that is like 100/10 stars cause there is a dvd of the concert....lol....so yeah go get them now......
ok so this is how it goes...ed says tt SAB LOVES PINK so for those of you gettin sab a prezzie onthe thirteen on nov get somethin PINK!!!!!lol yeah....
ok so wat else can i say...ed's like singing again lol...so hahhaha...yeah...lol...jus wait til she reads this and i would like so totally die...lol.....so ppl listen up please like remember to tag and like spam their blogs that i jus gave you and ya make fun of them.....lol...chill

la famalia

hey... something recently struck me as a was tokin to a fren...not literally struck me or i wouldnt be here rte....ok..lame...i get it...anyway...it had to do with family...i haf always been a rebel w/o a cause in my family...nv doin wat i was told once i started to grow up...i felt tt i was nv given priority in the family...nv being able to make decisions...always havin to clean up after my brothers...i had felt pissed many times at everyone...i was jus a kid filled with angst and plz don ever associate me wif avril lavigne....yuck...anyway...like i said...i am always looked upon as an outkast..i was part of the family yet not part of it...yes very complicated but it is the truth...i realli do not noe how i can actually cope....my music influences are always being sarcatically disapproved of......sometimes i jus wanna crack.....i nv could understand why i was not given much attention...i nv said anything.....
soon enuff....my parents started askin stuff like if i had a gf...and it jus appeared weird....literally felt like interrogation....why after so many years???? why now???
doesnt even make a difference.....i still haven resolved within myself whther i can tell them anythin...ppl tell me i shld cos they are my parents..but....i dunno....it is all a psychological cloud dat is blockin my view....i do not noe wat to do.....i love them...i realli do...but i guess i realli dunno how to approach them...hope they might understand one day.....

new song..

ok this is a short one....plz remember to but sp new album...the song tt jus played or is playin is from their live album....it is CRAZY.......so chill and look out fo rmore stuff tt i will post

it aint gonna be the same...

i guess we can nv explain everything tt happens in life based on our human knowledge....like why is it possible tt we will wake up the next day?
no amt of words or conjurin of magical tricks can realli explain how this earth was created or why we survuve each day....
have u ever taken yr life for granted in tt u noe u wont die?
what if one day u walk out yr door and u cross the road and get bangged down?
have u tot of yr meanin in life?
i guess we shld nv take advantage of what has been given to us and i would like to sugest that a spiritual being named God did all this for a purpose..technically speakin when we invent anythin, there will always be a purpose to it....and the reason why God created us is to have a right relationship with him.....however, we chose a different way and walked in the direction we wanted....this is known to us as SIN

sin results in something our science txtbook says tt all human beings mus go thru...DEATH....and it doesnt end there.....the truth is after death, we will be judged on every good and bad thing we have done and those who did not belief in Christ will be eternalli seperated from Him...this is a scary thought to me....knowin that there are ppl out dere who do not noe God....

But God in His good ways proviided a way out....that is thru a man named Jesus Christ...
Jesus Christ was a way back to God...He basically brought us out of darkness and into light...imagine u are a diver and yr oxygen tank runs out....all of a sudden, someone dives to you and provideds u with his oxygen tank...take into account the tank can onli last one person a journey to surface....that man risk his life all out for you disregard of yr supidity in not refillin yr tank properly.....that is the kind of action tt Jesus Christ went thru...

Jesus died on the cross for u and me hopin that by His blood he could bring us back to God....Why could he do this? it was because he was the onli perfect person....he was guilty of none....He risked His life to save you in order tt u become children of God again...

However, this chance is onli for those who want to noe more abt him and want to accept that all He did was for you....Acknowledgin Him as your personal Lord and Saviour who will govern yr life....and the bible says that who ever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life......the choice is yours and u would have to make it...it is either yes or no.....

friends who noe me...if u have read this and felt that u wan to accept Jesus Christ to be yr personal Lord and Saviour, jus let me noe....all that i ahve said is true.....think abt it....have u found yr purpose....look around you and marvel at everythin u see.....will you choose Him todae?

life

i guess life for many can mean different things...like fun, enjoyment, MONEY, lust, pleasure, and many more....
my life has hit lots of bumps recently thus causin my aims to faulter... being 15 aint easy man...one more year away from "sweet" sixteen? i can hardly wait.....
why must life suck everytime things are goin well....why cant fairytales be depicted thru the lives of us...no doubt some ppl get all the fun they want...but wat abt those self reliant ppl.....in particular me....yes i am rantin and rantin abt how MY life in particular aint the best thing on the earth....
everytime i look at psalms 22...i cant help but notice a guy of the same number of problems but of a different degree....."Eli Eli Lema Sabachtani"....
thanx to knowin God, i can haf full assurance tt it will go well one day.....He has alwasys provided an answer and tt is why i can trust in His providance even though it may appear to be NO...
i dunno why...but i jus wish somethings in my life jus change.....i still am living with regrets and i realli am sorry to the one i let down....i nv knew things would be this way.......if only you could forgive me....i am realli guilty....i am sorry.....my heart aches as i type this....tears are spearing tru the keyboard....plz i seek yr forgiveness.....i still sought after you as a confidant for nothin i can do will make it seem right anymore.......
plz jus one more chance.....if onli we could say...tIl dEaTh Do Us PaRt....

The Song

SP live cover,
originally uploaded by loser4life.

Hey guys who visit my blog.....the short excerpt tt you hear of addicted, comes frm sp latest album tt is featurin on the 4/10.....be sure to check out stores for it....chill

another look

5 string guitar,
originally uploaded by kemikore.

Hey i jus changed the layout again.. now it will post more sp stuff so u sp fans who haf my link jus come here and check out the latest stuff of sp....and don forget.. sp: live at hard rock...is out on the 4 oct 05 in the USA...not sure of the local scene in S'pore...anyway chill

We Are The Reason...

Hey long time no post...lol...anyway been really busy tryin to study...i reitterate the word tryin....lol...anyway sorry for my spelling...
Lately i have been practicing for an upcoming gig called christmas airways....the band will be playin at country clubs, shopping malls and stuff...lol...anyway yeah it is realli cool but it has been gettin stressful....songs like Feliz (Fei-Liz) Navidad, we are the reason, calypso carol and many more......as usual in pARTS we all multi task so besides playin bass i haf been assigned to try the drums too... hopefully the guit too...yesh it is stressful but fun.....had a good time today practicisin and jammin...an added plus was when i got my new computer....which sooo rocks..lol...haiz....super tired...gonna chill now....bye!

Back Problems

hey~~
I have changed the layout again hope u guys like it... recently many things have been happenin to me but it will be a bore reading tt....anyway from where i left off durin the hols, i went overseas to australia and than to OBS...DA GAMA rocks!!!....

with reference to the title of todae, i have to admit itz abt me....right now i am feelin a lot of pain as i type this...not emotional wreckages but serious physical pain.....i have been sufferin with a spine injury for over 8 months.. jus the day before, i went to the hospital to get an MRI scan on my back.....in two weeks it would be finalised if there need be for an op......i am realli scared about it cause jus the tot of ppl cuttin you up is scary.....but nonetheless if it is necessary than i i have to go thru it. I dunno why the pain has been increasin to tremendously....it was so bad tt the doc gave me 22 days of mc...yes 22......but if i am better i will go back to skool cos i will miss out on alot.....and yeah i didnt go to skool todae cause i could not stand up in the morning......yup ttz my pathetic life.....ok anyway i gtg rest not all this typin is drainin me out......ciao peeps

Pilgrmage

i am in this world but not of it...

itz sumthin tt i had to grasp the last 3 days at bible trail. how can i be in this world and not be of it.......i guess for myself many a times i am strapped on firmly to the world...in the way i behave.....in the way i speak....in the way i feel.....

many things in this world jus seem sooo rite la.....like fakin yr frenz....basically itz jus lyin la.........many times it seems that lyin is an acceptable mtd of gettin our selves out of situations......again this is by worlds standard.....white lies and stuff well.....i like to say that lies are jus lies la no matter wat colour u paint them they will still be lies.....

u see thru such an example tt it is realli hard not to get caught up with the world and its ideologies....wat the world puts across to us isnt at all the same as how God wants us to react therefore if we react similarly how den as christians can we be different.....how can be say that we are set apart....

if we do so and still noe we are holdin on i guess we are shortchangin our selves......the bible says that if we love God, we cannot love the world.....and vice versa.....our tresures are stored up in heaven and awaitin onli if we are not of the world....

we all await the day that Christ will return and present us the crown of life but if we cannot give up the things of this earth than christ will say that he nv knew us at all......

this is abt all i wanna share will indeed update u on wat else i learn le....so chill

I know a girl

She puts the colour inside of my world

But she's just like a maze

Where all off the walls all continually change

And i've done all i can

To stand on the steps with my heart in my hands

Now i'm startin to see

Maybe itz got nothin to do wif me

Here is another nice song by John Mayer a very talented guitarist...i was intrigued to hear he won song of the year even though he is like underrated and stuff.....anyway....i think i realli relate to the first stanza of the song...i was probably in a sense suckered in...i was to immersed in the wrong thing that caused confusion and den one day i jus realised i was in a sense being a fool on the corner of the street...btw ttz the title of the song i'm workin on lol.....so must have some publicity...lol...nah but anyway this kind if feelin realli sux la.....where we feel tricked or fooled into something tt is but mere fantasy.....i guess itz wat keeps us goin on la...lol....anyway i am bloggin til here.....til we meet again

so you stole my heart,

and left me a ransom letter

demanding I treat you better,

should I ever want it back

and now I'm all alone

dreams are all forgotten,

memories all turned rotten,

it's not the same on the phone

so what's up girl?

things haven't changed a bit since we last met

I bet my bottom dollar you're the best,

girl that I ever had

I never wanna lose you

so what's up?

hey~~ this is soo not written by me but itz a lovely song.....guess many a times we feel this way on how the one we hold close jus drift away leavin our sides withouth a proper explanation.....life like that....we must have the down sides to understand the upseides of it of course sometimes it goes upside down la......anyway i hope dose with problems with whether a boy fren out dere or girl fren and u guys get into some problems, don't forget that there is a God who allows such things to happen for a reason.....sometimes itz for us to grow....u may ask why God must let us learn the hard way....well....He has a plan for us....everythin that u do or happens in yr life itz not jus a miracle....itz because He has a purpose for everyone out dere.....whther u are big or small...white or black...short or tall....it doesnt matter cause ultimately we are His creation and He loves us no matter wht.....so with that i hope u guys out dere facin this problems jus chill......peace

Crazy?

this world is a messed up place.....with us especially......we are the messed up ppl who make this place messed up beyond our own control......now i understand why a flood had to wipe out the human race durin noah's time......

we as man have still yet to understand fully wat carin for others realli means.......we are still as stuck up as ever.....must we wait for another disaster before we change?

lately my life hasnt been the same....really confused abt myself...i noe i don normally tok abt myself in my postings but i jus cant seem to pour out this emotions.....

i haf done many things that do not glorify God. first it was my crappy results that i jus acheived....i really regret not doin better....havin to see my parents worry sooo much realli sux......cant i be a smart kid like everyone else....not for anythin else i am jus toooo darn lazy....i jus don get it why up to now i still aint bothered to change.....y must things turn out this way...

i have also done wrong to many ppl who cared abt me......i snubbed them, humiliated them, made them feel like ingrates when i am the one who realli fits into all this categories myself.....i haf been changin and not for the better either. y must i go to the extend of hurtin those who love me and whom i love......sometimes is jus lie in my bed and think til those tears flow down my cheeks on why i have become the monster i am.....itz like my life opened to the chapter of dr jekyl and mr hyde.......however i am missin that antidote.....

my life has been a spiritual wreck too....i haven been walkin closely with God....i alwaes pray to someday be like david....a man after God's heart but i nv keep to my hopes....i cant walk alone in this world....i need God...i jus dunno how to go abt it.....i jus don take the damn initiative......my heart pains everytime i noe i forget.....can anyone help me?

i guess this is indeed an entry tt i will nv forget.....will constantly look at it so i will remind myself to press on and take the first step to go abt acknowledgin him.......

hope u ppl have a good night and God Bless.....

Revenge is soooooo sweet.........muahahaha

how many of us love the taste of sweet revenge?
well like every human being, when someone gets us, we jus wanna stab the guy in the back sooo hard that all his guts jus fly all over the screen.....

this is how the whole the last episode of starwars: the revenge of the sith. potrayed to all who were gluein thier eyes on the big screen....

itz really cool to finally get to watch the missin episode after 30 plus odd years....however sad to say the endin was crappy....i wont wanna spoil all those ppl fun who wanna watch by tellin u the whole endin but nevertheless, i still rate it 8/10.

now that skools out, i aint in any mood to celebrate at all....the whole concept of havin to test how much u noe jus plain sux la......haix...i dunno why i got those crappy results but i am seriously determined to study this hols except when i go back to australia to relax for a while.....dunno wat to do....

on the whole topic of revenge, a few ppl have been jealous of a few things tt i have achieved (plz be mindful that this aint revenge itz jus an expressed opinion). i have been tryin to get thru them but somehow they jus wanna be in tt dream world of theirs....anywae the point i am tryin to make is tt revenge aint sweet cos it jus makes u look realli dumb jus look at wat happened to the sith lords....they suffered after all rte?....by continuin to try aint take revenge will jus make u look very childish and immature? vengeful ppl out dere....u sure u wanna risk at lookin stupid?

"vengeance is mine" said the Lord.

be mindful tt if u take it upon yrself to do such despicable acts, u will be pronouncin judgement upon someone. and here is a reality check for u, you aint more superior than anyone so get it straight or else u will jus be the butt of the joke.....

anywae guys and gals out dere, chill out....hang loose....have fun.....peace!

i am soooo back

hey people.......i am soooo back with a new look......nice huh.....jus tryin for the traditional black.....so enjoy.....i would try to blog more but for now....chill