hey... something recently struck me as a was tokin to a fren...not literally struck me or i wouldnt be here rte....ok..lame...i get it...anyway...it had to do with family...i haf always been a rebel w/o a cause in my family...nv doin wat i was told once i started to grow up...i felt tt i was nv given priority in the family...nv being able to make decisions...always havin to clean up after my brothers...i had felt pissed many times at everyone...i was jus a kid filled with angst and plz don ever associate me wif avril lavigne....yuck...anyway...like i said...i am always looked upon as an outkast..i was part of the family yet not part of it...yes very complicated but it is the truth...i realli do not noe how i can actually cope....my music influences are always being sarcatically disapproved of......sometimes i jus wanna crack.....i nv could understand why i was not given much attention...i nv said anything.....
soon enuff....my parents started askin stuff like if i had a gf...and it jus appeared weird....literally felt like interrogation....why after so many years???? why now???
doesnt even make a difference.....i still haven resolved within myself whther i can tell them anythin...ppl tell me i shld cos they are my parents..but....i dunno....it is all a psychological cloud dat is blockin my view....i do not noe wat to do.....i love them...i realli do...but i guess i realli dunno how to approach them...hope they might understand one day.....
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
Saturday, September 24, 2005
new song..
ok this is a short one....plz remember to but sp new album...the song tt jus played or is playin is from their live album....it is CRAZY.......so chill and look out fo rmore stuff tt i will post
Thursday, September 22, 2005
it aint gonna be the same...
i guess we can nv explain everything tt happens in life based on our human knowledge....like why is it possible tt we will wake up the next day?
no amt of words or conjurin of magical tricks can realli explain how this earth was created or why we survuve each day....
have u ever taken yr life for granted in tt u noe u wont die?
what if one day u walk out yr door and u cross the road and get bangged down?
have u tot of yr meanin in life?
i guess we shld nv take advantage of what has been given to us and i would like to sugest that a spiritual being named God did all this for a purpose..technically speakin when we invent anythin, there will always be a purpose to it....and the reason why God created us is to have a right relationship with him.....however, we chose a different way and walked in the direction we wanted....this is known to us as SIN
sin results in something our science txtbook says tt all human beings mus go thru...DEATH....and it doesnt end there.....the truth is after death, we will be judged on every good and bad thing we have done and those who did not belief in Christ will be eternalli seperated from Him...this is a scary thought to me....knowin that there are ppl out dere who do not noe God....
But God in His good ways proviided a way out....that is thru a man named Jesus Christ...
Jesus Christ was a way back to God...He basically brought us out of darkness and into light...imagine u are a diver and yr oxygen tank runs out....all of a sudden, someone dives to you and provideds u with his oxygen tank...take into account the tank can onli last one person a journey to surface....that man risk his life all out for you disregard of yr supidity in not refillin yr tank properly.....that is the kind of action tt Jesus Christ went thru...
Jesus died on the cross for u and me hopin that by His blood he could bring us back to God....Why could he do this? it was because he was the onli perfect person....he was guilty of none....He risked His life to save you in order tt u become children of God again...
However, this chance is onli for those who want to noe more abt him and want to accept that all He did was for you....Acknowledgin Him as your personal Lord and Saviour who will govern yr life....and the bible says that who ever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life......the choice is yours and u would have to make it...it is either yes or no.....
friends who noe me...if u have read this and felt that u wan to accept Jesus Christ to be yr personal Lord and Saviour, jus let me noe....all that i ahve said is true.....think abt it....have u found yr purpose....look around you and marvel at everythin u see.....will you choose Him todae?
no amt of words or conjurin of magical tricks can realli explain how this earth was created or why we survuve each day....
have u ever taken yr life for granted in tt u noe u wont die?
what if one day u walk out yr door and u cross the road and get bangged down?
have u tot of yr meanin in life?
i guess we shld nv take advantage of what has been given to us and i would like to sugest that a spiritual being named God did all this for a purpose..technically speakin when we invent anythin, there will always be a purpose to it....and the reason why God created us is to have a right relationship with him.....however, we chose a different way and walked in the direction we wanted....this is known to us as SIN
sin results in something our science txtbook says tt all human beings mus go thru...DEATH....and it doesnt end there.....the truth is after death, we will be judged on every good and bad thing we have done and those who did not belief in Christ will be eternalli seperated from Him...this is a scary thought to me....knowin that there are ppl out dere who do not noe God....
But God in His good ways proviided a way out....that is thru a man named Jesus Christ...
Jesus Christ was a way back to God...He basically brought us out of darkness and into light...imagine u are a diver and yr oxygen tank runs out....all of a sudden, someone dives to you and provideds u with his oxygen tank...take into account the tank can onli last one person a journey to surface....that man risk his life all out for you disregard of yr supidity in not refillin yr tank properly.....that is the kind of action tt Jesus Christ went thru...
Jesus died on the cross for u and me hopin that by His blood he could bring us back to God....Why could he do this? it was because he was the onli perfect person....he was guilty of none....He risked His life to save you in order tt u become children of God again...
However, this chance is onli for those who want to noe more abt him and want to accept that all He did was for you....Acknowledgin Him as your personal Lord and Saviour who will govern yr life....and the bible says that who ever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life......the choice is yours and u would have to make it...it is either yes or no.....
friends who noe me...if u have read this and felt that u wan to accept Jesus Christ to be yr personal Lord and Saviour, jus let me noe....all that i ahve said is true.....think abt it....have u found yr purpose....look around you and marvel at everythin u see.....will you choose Him todae?
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
life
i guess life for many can mean different things...like fun, enjoyment, MONEY, lust, pleasure, and many more....
my life has hit lots of bumps recently thus causin my aims to faulter... being 15 aint easy man...one more year away from "sweet" sixteen? i can hardly wait.....
why must life suck everytime things are goin well....why cant fairytales be depicted thru the lives of us...no doubt some ppl get all the fun they want...but wat abt those self reliant ppl.....in particular me....yes i am rantin and rantin abt how MY life in particular aint the best thing on the earth....
everytime i look at psalms 22...i cant help but notice a guy of the same number of problems but of a different degree....."Eli Eli Lema Sabachtani"....
thanx to knowin God, i can haf full assurance tt it will go well one day.....He has alwasys provided an answer and tt is why i can trust in His providance even though it may appear to be NO...
i dunno why...but i jus wish somethings in my life jus change.....i still am living with regrets and i realli am sorry to the one i let down....i nv knew things would be this way.......if only you could forgive me....i am realli guilty....i am sorry.....my heart aches as i type this....tears are spearing tru the keyboard....plz i seek yr forgiveness.....i still sought after you as a confidant for nothin i can do will make it seem right anymore.......
plz jus one more chance.....if onli we could say...tIl dEaTh Do Us PaRt....
my life has hit lots of bumps recently thus causin my aims to faulter... being 15 aint easy man...one more year away from "sweet" sixteen? i can hardly wait.....
why must life suck everytime things are goin well....why cant fairytales be depicted thru the lives of us...no doubt some ppl get all the fun they want...but wat abt those self reliant ppl.....in particular me....yes i am rantin and rantin abt how MY life in particular aint the best thing on the earth....
everytime i look at psalms 22...i cant help but notice a guy of the same number of problems but of a different degree....."Eli Eli Lema Sabachtani"....
thanx to knowin God, i can haf full assurance tt it will go well one day.....He has alwasys provided an answer and tt is why i can trust in His providance even though it may appear to be NO...
i dunno why...but i jus wish somethings in my life jus change.....i still am living with regrets and i realli am sorry to the one i let down....i nv knew things would be this way.......if only you could forgive me....i am realli guilty....i am sorry.....my heart aches as i type this....tears are spearing tru the keyboard....plz i seek yr forgiveness.....i still sought after you as a confidant for nothin i can do will make it seem right anymore.......
plz jus one more chance.....if onli we could say...tIl dEaTh Do Us PaRt....
Sunday, September 11, 2005
The Song
Hey guys who visit my blog.....the short excerpt tt you hear of addicted, comes frm sp latest album tt is featurin on the 4/10.....be sure to check out stores for it....chill
Thursday, September 08, 2005
another look
Hey i jus changed the layout again.. now it will post more sp stuff so u sp fans who haf my link jus come here and check out the latest stuff of sp....and don forget.. sp: live at hard rock...is out on the 4 oct 05 in the USA...not sure of the local scene in S'pore...anyway chill
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
We Are The Reason...
Hey long time no post...lol...anyway been really busy tryin to study...i reitterate the word tryin....lol...anyway sorry for my spelling...
Lately i have been practicing for an upcoming gig called christmas airways....the band will be playin at country clubs, shopping malls and stuff...lol...anyway yeah it is realli cool but it has been gettin stressful....songs like Feliz (Fei-Liz) Navidad, we are the reason, calypso carol and many more......as usual in pARTS we all multi task so besides playin bass i haf been assigned to try the drums too... hopefully the guit too...yesh it is stressful but fun.....had a good time today practicisin and jammin...an added plus was when i got my new computer....which sooo rocks..lol...haiz....super tired...gonna chill now....bye!
Lately i have been practicing for an upcoming gig called christmas airways....the band will be playin at country clubs, shopping malls and stuff...lol...anyway yeah it is realli cool but it has been gettin stressful....songs like Feliz (Fei-Liz) Navidad, we are the reason, calypso carol and many more......as usual in pARTS we all multi task so besides playin bass i haf been assigned to try the drums too... hopefully the guit too...yesh it is stressful but fun.....had a good time today practicisin and jammin...an added plus was when i got my new computer....which sooo rocks..lol...haiz....super tired...gonna chill now....bye!
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