back after a few months... still shitty

less one thinks less he hurts others in the process. it seems that a poetic license has become a crime to many. the ability to express oneself within legal boundaries have gotten even more limited. its real tacky to start of a new post with such a lousy start to the supposed happiness i should have faced the last few months i have been away. its not really been sunshine and lillies every single day. in fact, it has never been for any day. hell freezes over the lives of many who choose to disbelief the existence of God and the existence that men are that trustworthy. I cant seem to be able to say or do things even within legal boundaries to make other happy. I have given myself in to being a minion. that sucks! now that i have gone through a large change that i lost my hair for charity it has revealed loads of stuff to me. dignity ain't all about just the way you look. its more than that. Having a 'do that people recognize as a look of defiance and rebellion is just a misconception to the original meaning why i did this. having to stare down others who think you are on the verge of anarchy. it drives me to insanity that i dunno what i can do. i cant say things to please any and every one. i am who i am because of God and not anyone else. piss off human race and be at your own demise when i take you on with my bald head and the ones i call friends