Crazy?

this world is a messed up place.....with us especially......we are the messed up ppl who make this place messed up beyond our own control......now i understand why a flood had to wipe out the human race durin noah's time......

we as man have still yet to understand fully wat carin for others realli means.......we are still as stuck up as ever.....must we wait for another disaster before we change?

lately my life hasnt been the same....really confused abt myself...i noe i don normally tok abt myself in my postings but i jus cant seem to pour out this emotions.....

i haf done many things that do not glorify God. first it was my crappy results that i jus acheived....i really regret not doin better....havin to see my parents worry sooo much realli sux......cant i be a smart kid like everyone else....not for anythin else i am jus toooo darn lazy....i jus don get it why up to now i still aint bothered to change.....y must things turn out this way...

i have also done wrong to many ppl who cared abt me......i snubbed them, humiliated them, made them feel like ingrates when i am the one who realli fits into all this categories myself.....i haf been changin and not for the better either. y must i go to the extend of hurtin those who love me and whom i love......sometimes is jus lie in my bed and think til those tears flow down my cheeks on why i have become the monster i am.....itz like my life opened to the chapter of dr jekyl and mr hyde.......however i am missin that antidote.....

my life has been a spiritual wreck too....i haven been walkin closely with God....i alwaes pray to someday be like david....a man after God's heart but i nv keep to my hopes....i cant walk alone in this world....i need God...i jus dunno how to go abt it.....i jus don take the damn initiative......my heart pains everytime i noe i forget.....can anyone help me?

i guess this is indeed an entry tt i will nv forget.....will constantly look at it so i will remind myself to press on and take the first step to go abt acknowledgin him.......

hope u ppl have a good night and God Bless.....

Revenge is soooooo sweet.........muahahaha

how many of us love the taste of sweet revenge?
well like every human being, when someone gets us, we jus wanna stab the guy in the back sooo hard that all his guts jus fly all over the screen.....

this is how the whole the last episode of starwars: the revenge of the sith. potrayed to all who were gluein thier eyes on the big screen....

itz really cool to finally get to watch the missin episode after 30 plus odd years....however sad to say the endin was crappy....i wont wanna spoil all those ppl fun who wanna watch by tellin u the whole endin but nevertheless, i still rate it 8/10.

now that skools out, i aint in any mood to celebrate at all....the whole concept of havin to test how much u noe jus plain sux la......haix...i dunno why i got those crappy results but i am seriously determined to study this hols except when i go back to australia to relax for a while.....dunno wat to do....

on the whole topic of revenge, a few ppl have been jealous of a few things tt i have achieved (plz be mindful that this aint revenge itz jus an expressed opinion). i have been tryin to get thru them but somehow they jus wanna be in tt dream world of theirs....anywae the point i am tryin to make is tt revenge aint sweet cos it jus makes u look realli dumb jus look at wat happened to the sith lords....they suffered after all rte?....by continuin to try aint take revenge will jus make u look very childish and immature? vengeful ppl out dere....u sure u wanna risk at lookin stupid?

"vengeance is mine" said the Lord.

be mindful tt if u take it upon yrself to do such despicable acts, u will be pronouncin judgement upon someone. and here is a reality check for u, you aint more superior than anyone so get it straight or else u will jus be the butt of the joke.....

anywae guys and gals out dere, chill out....hang loose....have fun.....peace!

i am soooo back

hey people.......i am soooo back with a new look......nice huh.....jus tryin for the traditional black.....so enjoy.....i would try to blog more but for now....chill