Pilgrmage

i am in this world but not of it...

itz sumthin tt i had to grasp the last 3 days at bible trail. how can i be in this world and not be of it.......i guess for myself many a times i am strapped on firmly to the world...in the way i behave.....in the way i speak....in the way i feel.....

many things in this world jus seem sooo rite la.....like fakin yr frenz....basically itz jus lyin la.........many times it seems that lyin is an acceptable mtd of gettin our selves out of situations......again this is by worlds standard.....white lies and stuff well.....i like to say that lies are jus lies la no matter wat colour u paint them they will still be lies.....

u see thru such an example tt it is realli hard not to get caught up with the world and its ideologies....wat the world puts across to us isnt at all the same as how God wants us to react therefore if we react similarly how den as christians can we be different.....how can be say that we are set apart....

if we do so and still noe we are holdin on i guess we are shortchangin our selves......the bible says that if we love God, we cannot love the world.....and vice versa.....our tresures are stored up in heaven and awaitin onli if we are not of the world....

we all await the day that Christ will return and present us the crown of life but if we cannot give up the things of this earth than christ will say that he nv knew us at all......

this is abt all i wanna share will indeed update u on wat else i learn le....so chill

I know a girl

She puts the colour inside of my world

But she's just like a maze

Where all off the walls all continually change

And i've done all i can

To stand on the steps with my heart in my hands

Now i'm startin to see

Maybe itz got nothin to do wif me

Here is another nice song by John Mayer a very talented guitarist...i was intrigued to hear he won song of the year even though he is like underrated and stuff.....anyway....i think i realli relate to the first stanza of the song...i was probably in a sense suckered in...i was to immersed in the wrong thing that caused confusion and den one day i jus realised i was in a sense being a fool on the corner of the street...btw ttz the title of the song i'm workin on lol.....so must have some publicity...lol...nah but anyway this kind if feelin realli sux la.....where we feel tricked or fooled into something tt is but mere fantasy.....i guess itz wat keeps us goin on la...lol....anyway i am bloggin til here.....til we meet again

so you stole my heart,

and left me a ransom letter

demanding I treat you better,

should I ever want it back

and now I'm all alone

dreams are all forgotten,

memories all turned rotten,

it's not the same on the phone

so what's up girl?

things haven't changed a bit since we last met

I bet my bottom dollar you're the best,

girl that I ever had

I never wanna lose you

so what's up?

hey~~ this is soo not written by me but itz a lovely song.....guess many a times we feel this way on how the one we hold close jus drift away leavin our sides withouth a proper explanation.....life like that....we must have the down sides to understand the upseides of it of course sometimes it goes upside down la......anyway i hope dose with problems with whether a boy fren out dere or girl fren and u guys get into some problems, don't forget that there is a God who allows such things to happen for a reason.....sometimes itz for us to grow....u may ask why God must let us learn the hard way....well....He has a plan for us....everythin that u do or happens in yr life itz not jus a miracle....itz because He has a purpose for everyone out dere.....whther u are big or small...white or black...short or tall....it doesnt matter cause ultimately we are His creation and He loves us no matter wht.....so with that i hope u guys out dere facin this problems jus chill......peace